Questioning life...

There has been this weird phenomenon happening to me from the past couple of months. It has always been a part of my nature but since the beginning of this year, the intensity has mushroomed.

 I am in this phase of questioning everything..every single thought, concept, ideology in the world..made by common man, philosophers, intellectuals and the society. Ideologies about moral values, career, money, the self, love, relationships, sex..everything I could possibly think of. I amn't able to label any of them as right or wrong, no conclusions on any subject, no unwavering opinion on any matter. Like I have mentioned before, I can't firmly say what my beliefs in life are..

 But no, I am not embarrassed or regretful about what is happening. I feel it is happening for a reason, a good reason..where after questioning and looking at a matter from all possible perspectives, I will realise my true unbiased beliefs..
Until then, I will go on living in this turbulent yet much-to-learn from path..

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